I've been living with the complication
That I never will be loved like they said
So I better do a confrontation
'cause I'm running out of time 'nd place fast
All I wanna do is feel amazing
But I'm loosing all my strength and patience
All I'm loosing to ist the temptation
I just wanna be the same I came as
F*ck it, if you wanna try to welcome to my paradise
This is not the place to spend the night
If you're in it then you are in for life
If I was you I'd think about it twice
If I was you I'd think about the fight
That we will have cause you will be surprised
By all the things that running through my mind
I'll be flying round these highs
Just ignore the sacrifice
I've been living with the complication
It's realer than before
My mind can't hide it anymore
My demons got me on the floor
But I'll try to shut them down, for sure
'cause it's always just in the way
And I'm always just in one pace
In a place I don't want to stay
That's to big of a pricetag to pay
So I'm gonna change that today
Done with letting my days go to waste
I've been getting a feeling to change
I've been trying to pick up the paist
But everytime I buckle down
I spin around and think about what I'm supposed to be
I begin to think for every true accomplishment
I have to sacrifice a piece of me
I've been living with the complication