Empty Letters - Set Me Free Lyrics

I don't know why I am this way
First mistake, to start the day
Second mistake, sent you away
Just my thoughts, I'll end my days

Let me go and set me free
I'm not the man I want to be
Make a joke and laugh at me
You only try to make me see

Who I really am, god damn

Raise it quick and kill it fast
My thoughts are turning to the past
I made these demons on my own
Let me fight them all alone

Pressure over takes my head
From repeating things I've said
From missing things I never took
Reminiscing the overlooked

I don't know why I am this way
First mistake, another day
Second mistake, tried to pray
I wish today was not today