Emulan - Love Isolation Lyrics

I'm sitting, I'm waiting on something, I look at my skin and I'm wondering, wondering
Felt like I'm gonna be nothing, exactly the state I was in as you fell for me
I did not think you would like me, these other guys seemed they were more to your liking
So then I told myself we would not get together 'til I knew how you like me
I say that we can not play everyday anymore because I go to school and I focus on work
I was a fool to think I won't be hurt, never leave you alone, now I will learn
On winter break, something made my heart burn, you had a boyfriend, I should've been first
I had this feeling like I was the worst, but you seemed happy, so I put you first
After the bottles, the suicide
Questioning where I'm lost in my mind, where is this girl that I'm tryna find?
I love her so much, like all the time, too much to love I can't fit it on lines <3
I reach out with a text, got a reply, I say, "I'm glad you ain't die," you alive
You tell me you love me and I get surprised, I felt the hearts start to form in my eyes
Your ex was feeding you a bunch of lies and, if you're listening man, you should die
Was that too far? Nah, that was too easy, I've worked too hard to be told you don't need me
Once I was blocked, I thought you'd leave me, I got you back and now you only see me!
I'm sitting, I'm waiting on something, I look at my skin and I'm wondering, wondering
Felt like I'm gonna be nothing, exactly the state I was in as you fell for me
I did not think you would like me, these other guys seemed they were more to your liking
So then I told myself we would not get together 'til I knew how you like me
I say that we can not play everyday anymore because I go to school and I focus on work
I was a fool to think I won't be hurt, never leave you alone, now I will learn
On winter break, something made my heart burn, you had a boyfriend, I should've been first
I had this feeling like I was the worst, but you seemed happy, so I put you first
After the bottles, the suicide
Questioning where I'm lost in my mind, where is this girl that I'm tryna find?
I love her so much, like all the time, too much to love I can't fit it on lines
I reach out with a text, got a reply, I say, "I'm glad you ain't die," you alive
You tell me you love me and I get surprised, I felt the hearts start to form in my eyes
Your ex was feeding you a bunch of lies and, if you're listening man, you should die
Was that too far? Nah, that was too easy, I've worked too hard to be told you don't need me
Once I was blocked, I thought you'd leave me, I got you back and now you only see me!