Emulan - Past Message Lyrics

I don't like 'em, not like this, I despise 'em, I'm livid
Suicidal as a kid, all my life I hide what's in
On my side, two eyes again, only mine, they lied again
Said they'd find some time again, I hope I see you whine again
I wish that you'd lift me up like I'm the one you pick
I'm about to switch on up cause I've had my limits
Blowing all these bridges up cause they didn't listen
Healing all my stitches up cause you couldn't fix 'em
Getting mad and shit, aye
Ima make you lose your mind, can you handle it? Aye
Show you shit you can't afford and you would scramble for it, aye
You would dangle from a chord and then just gamble for it, aye
Uh, I don't face shit like this, uh, people make me too pissed, uh
Might end up on a list, uh, watch your back on a cliff, uh
Feel free but you are pinned, uh, there's no way you win, no win
All our lives are thin, too thin
Yeah, begging that bitch for a min, then he go try to pretend
That he all strong to his friends, trying his best to blend in
No need to go make amends, not my fault you get offended
What is a life without sins? That's the point we attended
Life, can't bring it back, yeah, I wish that I could've laughed, yeah
Feeling like my brain got hacked, yeah, all of my feelings are stacked, yeah
Mix 'em together, lose track, yeah, push 'em down, they flat, yeah
Waist of time, just to chat, yeah, 'bout myself, I ain't that, yeah
That bitch gonna cap, then switch, that bitch gonna cap, they did
Saying"yo my bad" then dip, later found you in a ditch
That bitch gonna cap, then switch, that bitch gonna cap, they did
Saying"yo my bad" then dip, later found you in a ditch
I made two rights, I made no wrong, yeah
Two rights, found 'em along, yeah, a night making some songs, yeah
We fight but then get along, yeah, two rights, I made no wrong, yeah
Two rights, found 'em along, yeah, a night making some songs, yeah
Yeah, I'm gonna run, nah I sprint, yeah, having some fun with my gift, yeah
Ima make you pay this bill, look at you as you're killed, yeah
I'm the same jit when I hit like that, bitches can't sit when they lookin' at cash
Can't handle shit when they lookin' at bags, lookin' at things that they wish they had, uh
Realization, it kicked in and bad, brain on
Vacation, I wish it would last
Parked in a station that's set in the past, couldn't be patient so I didn't last
I'm such a trapper with this, okay, I'm not gonna tap her for shit, no way
Lookin' too dapper with it, okay, it do not matter with this, no way
I'm such a trapper with this, oh, not gonna tap her for shit, oh
Lookin' too dapper with it, oh, it do not matter with this, oh
Bitch, Ima kill you, Ima shoot your ass and spill you
I'm not f*cking with you, yeah
Bitch, Ima kill you, Ima shoot your ass and spill you
I'm not f*cking with you, yeah
I don't like this for shit, Ima gas it up
F*ck, Ima gas it up, f*ck, Ima gas it up
I don't like this for shit, Ima gas it up
F*ck, Ima gas it up, f*ck, Ima gas it up
Gimme a pinch, I feel like I lost it, feel like the grinch wit the way I am walkin
I do not flinch even when it is shockin, don't move an inch, like I'm the one stalkin
I'm gonna fall in the abyss, rope on a wall, try to resist
I'm gonna stall and reminisce about how I call, ones that you missed
Gimme a pinch, I feel like I lost it, feel like the grinch wit the way I am walkin
I do not flinch even when it is shockin, don't move an inch, like I'm the one stalkin
I'm gonna fall in the abyss, rope on a wall, try to resist
I'm gonna stall and reminisce about how I call, ones that you missed
Bitch, Ima kill you, Ima shoot your ass and spill you
I'm not f*cking with you, yeah
Bitch, Ima kill you, Ima shoot your ass and spill you
I'm not f*cking with you, yeah
I'm the same jit when I hit like that, bitches can't sit when they lookin' at cash
Can't handle shit when they lookin' at bags, lookin' at things that they wish they had, uh
Realization, it kicked in and bad, brain on
Vacation, I wish it would last
Parked in a station that's set in the past, couldn't be patient so I didn't last