Sometimes I wrestle with you
Sometimes I fly with you
I apologise, I find it so hard to believe
Even though everyday you just keep on blessing me
Wake up to an angel
Fold my hands I'm grateful
Break my muscle down
Then dig into a plateful
Of what my body needs
Turn dreams that are bigger me
To reality
I'm just a vessel
For these bigger things
Can't comprehend this happiness
Not just beating my old records now I'm lapping them
Those self-defeating thoughts, boy, I'm clappin' em
The things that used to hold me back, now I'm Thanos snapping 'em
They ask 'E.K how you so happy man?'
I say 'I can't even begin to understand
This has to be part of a bigger plan'
Cause I couldn't get to where I am without a hand
Hand through the clouds 'cause I was underneath 'em
If happiness is my daughter, I'm Liam Neeson
It was taken but I fought to get it back
And it all started by being grateful for what I have
So I'm
Grateful
For now I am winning
For every thing that's led to this new beginning
Grateful
For now I am a champion
For now I'm fly and I ain't finna land again
Grateful
For now my mental's stable
And I've got straight champs all around my table
Grateful
For I'm chosen, you just knew it first
In the hands of God as we fly through the universe
Yeah me and big G
Never thought all this pain would bring you closer to me
Never thought I'd be where I'm supposed to be
Never thought that hole in my chest would be a home to me
Now I'm over flowing
Thankful for the heights I'm gonna reach but do not know it
Yet
Now I'm over throwing
The old me and there is no limit on where I'm going
Yeah
If you're feeling lost in life, please listen
It's okay to not be aware of your mission
Don't let that be a reason to be dismissive
Listen, God gives us clues, just tiny snippets
In the forms of day dreams
In the thoughts of what may be
Yeah I make beats
But when I first started I couldn't keep in time
Now I make all my rhymes
I used to want to die now I shine
Yeah I'm
Grateful
For now I am winning
For everything that's led to this new beginning
Grateful
For now I am a champion
For now I'm fly and I ain't finna land again
Grateful
For now my mental's stable
And I've got straight champs all around my table
Grateful
For I'm chosen, you just knew it first
In the hands of God as we fly through the universe
I used to wanna die
Now I shine yeah I'm
I used to wanna die
Now I shine yeah I'm
I used to wanna die
Now I shine yeah I'm