I could have been saved
With those hands of your love
I could have been right
If I found the wrong way when I'm lost
What if I never wanted to care at all
If you never left me when I was down
What if I weren't the shelter for you
What if you never wanted to kill my trust
I couldn't hold it anymore longer
I shouldn't have let my heart remain unspoken
When I needed you to stay the most
When I tried to find the love it's lost
You left me here
In the dark
And I couldn't find the way out
There was a time that what I was
Was better
Better than what I want them to see
Cause this disaster
This monster
This is not what I meant to be
All I tried to keep my heart alive was a failure
All I've got to see was my soul that was fading away
When I sacrificed my whole life to climb more and more
To find the way to reach the sky
To win the game
Not lose the fight
The result of all I tried was emptiness sadness
The suffering silence
So I'd to sacrificed my self
My heart
My soul
To survive this madness
There was a time that what I was
Was better than what I want them to see
Cause this disaster and this monster
This is not what I meant to be
All I tried to keep my heart alive was a failure
All I've got to see was my soul that was fading away
As I fall
I see my stone
Wanna die
This is the only way to escape
From what I've become
From what I haven't
Chosen
No
But the concept of this life
Never wanted to say at my side
When tried my best to be the God
Not an angel
It taught me how blindly should I live my life as a devil
It taught me how to survive forsaken