Enoch - L0n3r Lyrics

Baby I admit that I'm not always sober
I don't want to know when you wanna be over
Had enough of Harlequin cuz you say I'm a Joker
I say I'm a Loner

Fake friends, fake smiles, fake tan and fake tint
She want my password I gave her a fingerprint
Now she saying that my love for her isn't worth lint, or shit
Now you know why I'm a Loner, Stoner, yeah

I stay away from the petty drama
But thanks to her I have to live with trauma

I don't wanna be the one you call at night
Every conversation ruined by a dumb fight
Every minute wondering if we're alright
You make me scared to wake up to daylight

I might cry for you
I might lie to you
Always break my heart
I'd still die for you
You won't die for me
You'd cry so I'd see
Make me feel like shit
Hide scars from family

Baby I admit that I'm not always sober
I don't want to know when you wanna be over
Had enough of Harlequin cuz you say I'm a Joker
I say I'm a Loner

Fake friends, fake smiles, fake tan and fake tint
She want my password I gave her a fingerprint
Now she saying that my love for her isn't worth lint, or shit
Now you know why I'm a Loner, Stoner, yeah

Smoking that gas got me seeing things
Your kindness had me feeling things
You're a demon with a purity ring
I'm a loner with insecurity swings

And so I drink to numb the pain
To hide the loss within the gain
I pop pills to feel alive
But I'm one step closer to suicide

It sucks to be me
Let's throw a party
With no one but myself for pity
It sucks to be strange
It sucks to want change
When you want your heart back but she won't exchange

Baby I admit that I'm not always sober
I don't want to know when you wanna be over
Had enough of Harlequin cuz you say I'm a Joker
I say I'm a Loner

Fake friends, fake smiles, fake tan and fake tint
She want my password I gave her a fingerprint
Now she saying that my love for her isn't worth lint, or shit
Now you know why I'm a Loner, Stoner, yeah