Let me be honest, I flex when I say that I'm modest
But I'm not flawless, to those that listen, they call me novice
I'm not dull I'm more like onyx when it's newly polished
Cuz you'll get polished and waxed if you want a contest
Meditate on positives as I pray for my lover
As we discovered from deaths of those we can't recover
I'm undercover, covert, but as an extrovert
Introvert tendencies, are perverse when downing Hennessy
Depression can't make chemistry
Sadness and liquor and drugs won't bring you ecstasy
And I ain't talking methylenedioxymethamphetamine
I'm talking happiness, and joy to raise your voice
Rejoice, to get it, you must make a choice
But truth be told, I was told that I'm bold
For stating that I'd sell my soul but never for some fools gold
Because I wanna make it- the chance is there, so take it
No rapper but I'll break it, never brake it, imma shape it into something new
For it to be something only I can do
I don't wanna rap fast, have an asthma attack
I'm on my Trippie Redd, missing my idols shit, I'm in my bag
Feels like I'm wearing a choker how these lames make me wanna gag
When new Kendrick drops I'm like DAMN
When new Pump drops it's like the bombs in Birmingham
It impacts the music industry, old heads all think its bigotry
They instantly get fidgety, preach real raps' death like ministries, because we boast of dentistry
Times change and my idols are gone infinitely
They boast too cuz of their stature as a role model being colossal, they act hostile
For all we know, I could be Rap's newest apostle