Altruism Video (MV)

My god I'm scared to lose you
Got gristle I might chew through
I'm high at night but it don't help
Relentlessly intrude through
My thoughts
Search for peace until the clock
Winds down wasted time for nought
Stomach always tied with knots
Dye my mind at nine break locks
Scared of the suffering doing it twice
Clueless keep ruminating on my life
Eyes pry in my mind introspective it cost
More than expression can speak on or talk about
Please let me spit it out
Don't wanna swallow
I throw it up over again till I'm hollow
I reflux and redux each song till tomorrow
Peace is never f*cking coming back
I'm running laps
It endlessly seems to be nothing more
I'm numb I try to track-I-track-I
(It endlessly seems to be nothing more
I'm numb I-track-I-track-I-track-I)
I hope I'll be happy with all my work then
My toughness is a character"just be a man"
I'm getting nauseous it echoes within
Maybe just one more god damn bump
For the win
For the win
Peace is never f*cking coming back
I'm running laps
Never f*cking coming back
Peace is never f*cking coming back
Pieces never back
Lack, I'm running laps inside my mind I'm going mad
If I"scream too much" then why can't you hear me?