Biting wind
Clench my teeth
Hold my stance
My muscles freeze
I need her
Holding me
That one thing may bring me peace
Stand in singularity
Hold my soul and melt the sleet
I need you to talk to me
Why can't I accept your love
Accept your love
Why don't I deserve your touch
Have I not yet done enough
I'm holding still deep in the wake, but I'm asleep
I'm drowning in blood
Smoke and vaporize my problems
Might erase some K then act okay like I'm just tryna stall em
Running outta gas and taking tabs like shit will solve them
Keeping up an act that I'm convinced I'm taking harm from
Waiting for my angel knowing damn well she will not come
Staring at my arm and counting scars like what's this mark from
Memories and bitter leads untied I cannot start from
Deep feelings and people needing me act like I'm not numb
Why can't I accept your love
Accept your love
Why don't I deserve your touch
Have I not yet done enough
I'm holding still deep in the wake but I'm asleep
I'm drowning in blood