Frozen heart inside
Disappointment and lost pride
Tears and a crazy mind
I am lost in my own thoughts tonight
My faith is all corrupt
Memory is fading so abruptly
I'm anxious, screaming out loudly
My skin is itchy, I am running wild
Domination is the war we fought
Conscious words disguised as guns
Sacred promises were made to break
The chains of sanity
Safety is gone and my passion is vanished
Obvious facts were ignored too long
Hollowed eyes and a pale blue face
Is the rest of the old me.
Self deception had stole my time
I am tired of mourning
So I decide to be torn
And now, I beg my self to rest
Murdered, exploited again
Tortured, tempted to quit
Vicious, corrupted and sick
Busted, frustration fulfilled
I'm in the dark, walking fast, standing still
I'm well disguised, braking rules, breaking me
I close my eyes, I'm thinking loudly, cover me
Commanded silence, lots of word in my head
Empty space, full of grieve, full of me
Sacred face, chasing me, follows me
This restless time, crippled and stultified
Conscience lost, broken heart left inside