Envyus - Down and Out Lyrics

Walking, walking with nowhere to go
Calling, calling I know that you're home
Answer me, please pick up the phone
I can't keep doing this shit on my own
I cannot keep putting up fronts
Unless it's gold on my teeth to stunt
To pose for a picture with a stack of ones
And hundreds I'm looking above, looking for love
Betrayal from blood, missing my cousins
I been doing shit I said that I wasn't
In abundance been fumbling
Life has been tumbling out of control
Facing the fact that I've run out of hope
How do I climb when I don't have a rope?
I don't have drugs but I overdose
On these musical notes
Praying for growth
Praying for more
I need to know
The shit that they think
All the unknown just has me on the brink
Me on the cusp, of giving this up
And looking for help at the bottom of cups
And pills in my body and smoke in my lungs
I've seen it destroy more than once
And that's why I'm scared and I stay on the hunt
For inspiration for the shit that I'm making
Hatred, my placement
All alone in this basement
Using this music as my blanket

I can't take it
I can't fake it
I can't take it no
I can't fake it no
I can't take it
I can't fake it
I can't take it no
I can't fake it no
I can't take it
I can't fake it
I can't take it no
I can't fake it no

Down and out when it's pouring out
Down and out and I'm flooring now
Down and out and it's gorgeous how
I can't seem to make a sound
Down and out when it's pouring out
Down and out and I'm flooring now
Down and out and it's gorgeous how
I can't seem to make you smile
Down and out when it's pouring out
Down and out and I'm flooring now
Down and out and it's gorgeous how
I can't seem to make a sound
Down and out when it's pouring out
Down and out and I'm flooring now
Down and out and it's gorgeous how
I can't seem to make you smile