Envyus - The Void II (feat. Change the Memories) [Bonus Track] Lyrics

Struggling hard to revive now
I don't wanna say what I feel inside now
Played me for a fool a second time now
Listing regrets, join the line now
Used to hold you close when we'd lie down
Now I'm feeling haunted out in my town
Cause I see your face when I walk around
I can see your footprints in the pavement
Hard to remember where the days went
When I only used to listen, not saying shit
And you'd leave me cold at night, on the same shit
But then I let you go and the stage switched
And you were begging for a part up on my script
And you were begging for a place up on my dick
And you were so damn scared of a replacement
I had to lose you to find my destination, damn

I just need the void filled
Can you feel the ambiance
The old me was the boy you killed
I can't be something I'm not

I just need the void filled
Can you feel the ambiance
The old me was the boy you killed
I can't be something I'm not

I'mma conquer the abyss and put some diamonds on my fist
I swear that you're my life and I would like my life to live
I know you getting mad when you say I never hold you
Look baby I love you but I just need some closure
Didn't want you to have to see me at my worst
Pull up outside had you leaving in a hearse, damn
Now we enemies and feeling hurt
Wearing all my pride buried tears in the dirt, yeah
Had to call you afterwards to see if you would talk to me
But once I heard your voice over the phone something came to me
I said that I was through, I was done, I was over you
Now I know it's true, I have won, I was true to you
I would have put my neck and my blood on the line
My life it was yours, I was fine, I ain't mind it
I would've got you back if I could but you'll find
All the other dudes you find gon' be lying

I just need the void filled
Can you feel the ambiance
The old me was the boy you killed
I can't be something I'm not

I just need the void filled
Can you feel the ambiance
The old me was the boy you killed
I can't be something I'm not

I can hear your heartbeat drum
That depression's like a cloud that can cover up the sun
Just so you don't feel bad I play like I'm dumb
Cause I always want you happy cause you were my number one
Sometimes writing out this sad shit isn't fun
But it's the only thing that works so it's gotta be done
Pain on the inside but now I'm getting numb
I think we met too young