Epic Da Rapper - Long Gone Lyrics

I'm home reading the last letter I wrote to you
Thinking bout the las time that I spoke to you
I know I said some crazy shit but I ain't mean it
When I tell the truth you don't believe it
I lost patience
Chest aching heart racing
Back and forth in my room I've been waiting for you
Girl I'm done chasing
You here chasing a nigga that doesn't give you time
So you just give him money got you for every dime
See you get paid, pay ya bills then you pay that nigga
Cuz you in love.. is that ya man? Or just ya favorite nigga?
Girl don't get mad I ain't saying this to debate it with ya
I only want you to remember what I'm saying to ya
I took a fifth of henny to the neck and now I'm swerving
You say you hate when I drink like that that shit got you hurting
But you act like I do this shit on purpose
Let me cope the way I want. This is me being the bigger person
You said I always painted pictures with my lyrics
So I really cannot wait for you to hear this
You are my spirit. I'm lifted
I'm somehow floating on the way to ya block
And I'm riding on this course till it stop
When will it stop huh?
Girl I'm calling ya phone
I'm still staring at ya pictures that you left in my home
You say that you still think about me
But to leave you alone
Well if that's how you feel girl don't worry I'm gone
You gon look up ill be long gone
You gon look up ill be long gone
You gon look up ill be long gone
You gon look up ill be long gone
You just gotta let me know
Whose voice do you hear before you sleep?
I know what you thinking bout and know it isn't me
You say you been missing me? You just hate to be alone
Every time I'm at ya crib you still be all in ya phone
I just hate a liar you been lying to my face
I can't fall in love cuz when I do it isn't safe
I just feel like all the time I gave has gone to waste
Who do you confide in? Girl it isn't me
I feel like you pick and choose
With me you gon win or lose
I don't do no in between I don't wanna get confused
Tell me what I did to you Tell me what I put you through
Treat me how I treated you... Do everything I did to you
Just make me understand girl why I ain't ya man girl
You say you still in love with that dub and we just friends girl
But when we f*ck its kind of hard to pretend girl
That I never loved you or was ya biggest fan girl
I don't got no homies
I was screaming free my f*cking brother now my bro free
Turning to the old me
Never thought Id be in this position
A shorty caught me slipping
Now I'm wishing that you would pick up and listen for real
Girl I'm calling ya phone
I'm still staring at ya pictures that you left in my home
You say that you still think about me
But to leave you alone
Well if that's how you feel girl don't worry I'm gone
You gon look up ill be long gone
You gon look up ill be long gone
You gon look up ill be long gone
You gon look up ill be long gone
You just gotta let me know