New Egg Video (MV)

I've been writing the same song since I've started
I'll never get past myself
I've been stuck in the same mental block since about ten years ago
And the only minor change that I've noticed is
I'm better at being sarcastic now than I was before
I can't find a proper place to set my notebook
Not that I help the situation by having so many notebooks
The other night I lost half a year in a matter of minutes
I can't remember anything and that feels pretty good
I've been holding onto something that isn't even there
And it hasn't been a serious problem since my senior year
And I'm much older now but that doesn't mean anything
I've been taking different pills since late last Winter
And I haven't found the ones that make me stop my thinking
I'll never write anything thats remotely comparable to "A Crown for Every Refugee"
And I've come to terms with that
But hopefully one day I will see Amanda Palmer again
Maybe she will like me and my music and we'll nuevos huevos
Until something interesting happens, I suppose I'll keep on keeping on
Theres some things you have to do so I'll do them but I won't like it
Maybe I'll be more positive
Maybe I'll be more productive
I'll start by doing something impossible like writing the end to this song