Tell me why I've become a doomer
Tell me why I lose all my self control
Tell me why I'm a loser
Tell me why I cannot feel love
Tell me why I believe in none
Tell me why I'm ashamed of what I've become
Tell me why I feel numb
When I was younger I ran wild
Felt the thunder, the lightning and the sky
Now it's coming down, cave in my chest
I'm caving at best, running away from the threats
Facing my demons, it's only fear and no reason that is left
I know it ain't right, I know we all die
Only difference is the hands and cards we're dealt before it's time
Before the life, before the sight
Before my mind goes into the blind
Feel like I'm reading backwards
The debt that I can't pay
The regret that I can't face is
All some part of me
Left in my mindset from the street light
I'm stuck here on repeat
OT, yea
Tell me why I've become a doomer
Tell me why I lose all my self control
Tell me why I'm a loser
Tell me why I cannot feel love
Tell me why I believe in none
Tell me why I'm ashamed of what I've become
Tell me why I feel numb