I feel so alone sometimes
Call you to get out of my mind yeah yeah
If I try to take my life
Would you even care
I hope you miss me
I hope you haven't moved on
I've been so cold
I need you right here right now
And I'm kinda drunk
Room is spinning
I am on the ledge
I just wanna jump
If I die nobody give a f*ck
Got these voices in my head
All I wanna do is bust
Pray I go to heaven
Devil said nigga don't push your luck
No you can't stomach my thoughts
Like you got a tummy tuck aye
Can you please come over
Let me shoot my floater
Inside you
I know you miss me puttin it down
Thinking about it you feeling it now
Cover your mouth when you yelling too loud
Hang up on me oh that's foul
I feel so alone sometimes
Call you to get out of my mind yeah yeah
If I try to take my life
Would you even care
Would you even care
Would you even care
Would you even care
Would you even care
Would you even care
Do you even care
I swear I do this every time I'm intoxicated
I do not have my self control
You cut my heart open
You don't give no f*cks and I know it
I guess I just pray and hope
If I put a bullet to my dome would you understand?
I been feeling like a boy instead of man
In my head I try to swim but I know I can't
I just wanna live my dreams they don't give a damn know you know the feeling and
No I don't sleep so?
Told me get a therapist nigga i'm dead broke
Only way i know is inhaling the weed smoke niggas say depression bullshit
We don't believe though
I ain't really f*cking with none of these hoes
And I got too many of em i need bro's
I can feel it in my head and my shoulders my knees toes
Food stamps never again will I need those
It been way too many times where I didn't eat
Imma put it on my moms and f*cking niece
Imma get to anywhere I ever wanna be
And motherf*ck the world til the carter 3
Gotta touch a milli
It's so cold in the f*cking D
Niggas gotta use the stove to get f*cking heat damn
It's a shame all the pain but I never bleed
It's a shame all the pain but I never bleed
Damn slit my wrists
Shawty you know where I am
Baby you know where I be
If I die and I haunt you
Nothing will hurt like the times you ghosted me
I feel so alone sometimes
Call you to get out of my mind yeah yeah
If I try to take my life
Would you even care
Would you even care
Would you even care
Would you even care
Would you even care
Would you even care
Do you even care