i need to let myself cry Video (MV)

I need to let myself cry
Feel all the feelings that I do
Can't just keep 'em inside
The only way out is through
I'm still working on hating you
But I still can't believe I dated you
After all that time as friends
I just can't do that again
No I can't go back again...
Could you?
I need to let myself cry
But what would that even do?
Cuz you're not here by my side
Like all those times that I cried with you
Back when I could hate you
And the love would always come through
Cuz I trusted what we had
But now hating you's just sad
Cuz you say we can't go back
But I still could
If you'd let me I would give it one last try
I promise that I still have way more sides
To show you
To share with you
If you'd let me I'd
I need to let myself cry
Cuz there's nothing left I can do
Already explained your side
Your mind's a mountain I cannot move
I'm still working on hating you
Cuz that's the only thing to get me through
Past seeing us as ends
Maybe we could still be friends?