I've been waiting here such a long, long time
Stuck in the middle of it all
Everything has been done and I'm never sure what's coming
When nothing comes easily
I don't know where I've been
And I don't know where I'm going to
Just up another hill
It'll be okay, they say
Just another year to figure out who you're gonna be
I've been watching everyone I know growing up
And learning how to find themselves
I'm just waiting here still feeling like a child
Stuck in the middle of it all
I've been waiting here as I sit and watch the whole damn year
As it fades away from me
I sit and count the days and I watch as new lines morph my face
Into someone I don't know
It's all in my past but I don't like how it's presence feels
Anymore
Time it has a funny was of changing things
And leaving some of us behind
I'm just waiting here still feeling like a child
Stuck in the middle of it all
It's never easy coming home again
For the first time
Being alone with yourself
I've seen this path before
I know it hurt you too
To watch it all fall out of line
It wasn't me the first time
Though I know you thought it was
And it won't be me this time
Not this time