I can't even hold you up
This how I be feeling sometimes
My name is Es Dot and I like to rhyme
But
My emotions feel like I'm drowning
Im just a coin in a fountain
Why it seem like bullshit always find me
My problems tryna get from round them
Im clean cut like a paper scar
One day im gone shine like a star
Goals that I got cant be that far
Growing up I have came real far
Ambitions of houses and cars
A nice wife who always do me right
Aint never gone be a single bad night
If it is cause the clouds be blocking out the stars
My emotions feel like Im drowning
Energy that I got I am grounding
Building up on top of my foundation
No mo games I am not playing
My emotions feel like im drowning
Im just a coin in a fountain
Why it seem like bullshit always find me
My problems tryna get from round them
Drugs and alcohol do not solve them
Actually that is the problem
Clear my head weight lifting like mountains
Start flowing on the beat like fountains
Only time I'm tired of money is when I'm counting
Cant short my self I am not rounding
With my blessing I am counting
Into the future I am bounding
My emotions feel like I'm drowning
Energy that I got I am grounding
Why it seem like bullshit always find me
My problems tryna get from round them
My emotions feel like Im drowning
Energy that I got I am grounding
Aye aye aye
Start flowing on the beat like fountains