Escapism - Clarity (feat. JadeGritty) Lyrics

My memory is far out
Four wheels spinning
I still gotta dig the car out
I found nirvana on a small couch
Part of me is all out
The rest of it is all in
The recipe is falling
Visionary caution
Don't visit very often
Coughing
Got five digits on the coffin
Tossin'
Turn into the villain
In the Gotham
Awesome
Whole world spinning on the clock in
Punch out
Lunch in
Skip that production
Grown up discussion
Own up to something
Nah, I'm too busy
With a whole bunch of nothing
Yeah ,hold that assumption
Bubba Gump Trumpin'
Level up something
All out of punch ins
Goin on a hunch
Since I had to learn something
Still awake
So i gotta burn something
Still a dream
So i gotta earn something
Still at work
But u gotta know something

New kaleidoscope
In everything that i have wrote
Heaven spoke
Told me that my shit is dope
Never knew
Where it never grows
Head to toe
Tagged
This Rosetta Stoned bag
Talk to heaven and than let us know
Back

As far as i can see
I got things i need to be
I got god inside of me
I got angels up my sleeve

As much as i don't know
I got plans i got to go
I got demons on my soul
I got evil in my bones

For years I feared the mirrors reflection
Cause the clearest perception just appeared as deception no accountability
Through these years of deflection I wasn't hearing the question cause feared steered the direction

I read all the chapters but they were ordered backwards the reaction
To the deep hurt was knee jerk automatic...
The more I thought about it I saw it was sorta tragic cause I know I need some patch work
On my moral fabric...

I've know that shit since I was Fourteen I also know u ain't shit if u don't war scream for your team
Making my Way Wading through a sea of Lost dreams Scooping out huge buckets of f*ck it
From my thought stream

Cause it's Too much; so sad too nuts
Gonads a nomad that travels around the parameters of his note pad I go
And Smoke dabs then rifle through my vocab to find the words
To define why I hold onto to what I don't have

Just tryna wear my insides on the outside
So I can walk around with out pride and see where the doubt lies...
Tryna See without eyes and navigate my way by the loud outcries
Of the egos who've been down sized...

So I walk around corners of the earth
What they offered me is worse I wonder what all of this is worth
I don't feel Comfortable calling this a verse this isn't getting up, it's falling in reverse ...