ESF Entertainment - Boulevard Lyrics

Hey I know you can see me calling you
I know we've been drifting apart
But I'm giving you your space
You know where I'll be
Don't worry about me, I'ma be fine, you know I'ma be okay
So many thoughts going through my mind and I just need to get away
I wanna let the top down while I'm mingling the stars
Let my tears fall down the boulevard
Don't worry about me, I'ma be fine, you know I'ma be okay
Never once have I forgotten who I am and the risk I took on my own as a teen
My loyalty is shit, cause nobody really cares about me, some do,
But even the same some that do, prove that they can make moves that cause you to lose
I lived without food, but I made the best out of life
I will hold my head up all day and cry myself to sleep at night
Wishing the shadows would talk back, looking at the door
Wishing that my mom would walk back, please lord
Save my soul, hold me close, cause the devil is winning this war,
I don't want to turn to sinning no more
Cause I've hated betrayed, and participated in this game
The way I live my life is the reason I'm cool and I've never been ashamed
If I'm gonna burst some bridges, I'll make sure it's up in flames
It's a small price to pay on the search for fame
Don't worry about me, I'ma be fine, you know I'ma be okay
So many thoughts going through my mind, and I just need to get away
I wanna let the top down while I'm mingling the stars
Let my tears fall down the boulevard
Don't worry about me, I'ma be fine, you know I'ma be okay
I'm good how are you
Do you mind that I'm jamming all this Screw
While we ride through the city
Sitting by my side sexy toes looking pretty
So fine I gotta put my guard up
Just chopping boulevards up
Blazing OG getting f*cked up
Hit the club up just to watch you dance
Can't believe all that ass fit in her pants
At a glance I was shook
Only took one look to get me hooked
Now I'm feeling sick but it's okay
I just need you everyday
And that's why I fly as high as I can go, yeah, as high as I can go
Don't worry about me, I'ma be fine, you know I'ma be okay
So many thoughts going through my mind, and I just need to get away
I wanna let the top down while I'm mingling the stars
Let my tears fall down the boulevard
Don't worry about me, I'ma be fine, you know I'ma be okay
With every drink I'm reminded how lonely I've been without you
Your voice, your touch I miss you so much
I tell you what, I'm about to finish this drink and have another
This one's for you and the dude that holds my baby tonight, like George Strait
You have no clue I had a lady who would never let anything happen
And now she's gone and influenced my rapping
I really can't explain what happened
It happened too fast and now I'm drinking her away
Every night I'm sitting alone with a bottle, drinking of things to say
Was it all a mistake, is this a heartbreak
It's something I need to shake
There's a lake flowing under a neon moon
And now I'm riding, thanking the views
That's why I feel like I need to disappear
With the top down, the wind will wash away my tears
Hey, just because I'm gone, don't mean I ain't here
You'll need this time alone until I see clear
Don't worry about me I'ma be fine, you know I'ma be okay, yeah
So many thoughts going through my mind, and I just need to get away
I wanna let the top down while I'm mingling the stars
Let my tears fall down the boulevard
Don't worry about me I'ma be fine, you know I'ma be okay
Don't worry about me I'ma be fine, you know I'ma be okay, yeah
So many thoughts going through my mind, and I just need to get away
I wanna let the top down while I'm mingling the stars
Let my tears fall down the boulevard
Don't worry about me I'ma be fine, you know I'ma be okay