Esh & the Isolations - Lou Says Lyrics

Lou says, "I must confess
I don't know myself but know I'm no victim"

He was born with a rose in his chest
He hid from his wife under skin that don't fit him

Never walked away from himself
But in his turmoil, he found a new Jesus

Then rejected identity
That fits in a box (Out come the think pieces)

There's a cancer eating my guts
I don't know its name but talk to it daily

It's an eager Venus flytrap
In platinum gold fronts that read, "f*ck you pay me"

My world dissolves in its jaw
It's shooting it's cum, I'm having its baby

I can feel the kink in my spine
From swallowing sick. It's starting to change me

Was I really there?

Lou says, "do more with less"
Then penciled his eyes on a face with no features

His soul would beam through his flesh
The moment he fed them ravenous creatures

Since I left an unfriendly nest
I read the wrong texts, I had some bad teachers

But I'd rather find a new door
Than kneel at the feet of any gatekeepers

I am fingering my inner cunt
While horny old nuns resentfully shame me

With a careless flick of the wrist
I flaunt my freedom; their lies are my crazy

I am not like you
My father's son, brother to four only children

When I trace the map in my fingerprints
And find me, I vow I will kill him

I am an invisible man disappearing

Was I ever really there?