Essaay - Sandcastle Lyrics

It's not you, it's me
I built you up in me head full of dreams
I built fragile corridors with my weak knees
I hung portraits of the words you painted me
I tried to make diamonds out of glass
How foolish
Couldn't you stick to sticks and stones
How ruthless
Cause now my sandcastle is falling apart
And you're to blame
Should've never made a home without my windows glazed
And now you've got a heart that wasn't yours to take
I guess I didn't know you
I guess you're just a fake
I guess I'm just fake
I guess I was saving face

When I said I love you
I should've never said that
Cause when you said it back
I felt the things I lack
Like maybe I don't know you
And I've just made you up
I took the things I want and didn't see what really was

I pretend we're cool
I know that we're not
I still like to go to all our favorite spots
But are they your favorite spots
How truthless
You don't say what you mean
How ruthless
My sandcastle is falling apart and you're to blame
Should've never made a home out of a heart
It's such a shame
My walls are breaking down
I've got no place to stay
How do you deal with heartbreak
Guess we weren't much anyways
What were we anyways
You never know what to say

When I said I love you
I should've never said that
Cause when you said it back
I felt the things I lack
Like maybe I don't know you
And I've just made you up
I took the things I want and didn't see what really was

What really was