EST Gee - I Wont Let Em Kill Me Lyrics

(Hahaha)
(TooDope)
How much you love?
Hmm, I'll buy it all

How much love could a nigga buy for a million? (FOREVEROLLING)
Streets sayin' they miss me, I admit it's been a minute (I admit it's been a minute)
Can't get ever with me, unless you took somethin' from the livin' (unless you-, brr)
Stack it up to lose it in one load, I know the feelin' (lose it in one load)
Losin' everything you ever known, I know the feelin' (I know)
Losin' every love you ever known, I know the feelin' (I swear to God, I know)
I know how it go, she a ho, ain't no kissin' (mwah)
And if you f*ck her raw, we gon' notice the itchin'
Put his nose in the business, told him "No", he ain't listen (and he ain't listen)
Couple years ago, just me and zone, had the switches (brr)
Arguin' the beef, I made it snow in the trenches
And silence is commended, so I hold my opinion
All I know is back when I had bowls, they was spittin' (aight)
You rappin' ass niggas, y'all been doin' this attention
Niggas local, rap to you, I'm a con gang bender
I'ma rob me a nigga 'fore I ever get to finish
I ain't ever finished winnin', I ain't trippin' what a ho'll say
I done lost my rent money for a month, tryna cook all base (tryna cook all base)
Hopin' that my brodie get it to me for a lower rate (hope he get it to me)
I been takin' Chinese tens by fours, the pain don't go away (pain don't go away)

Yeah, yeah, yeah, ventin' to my junkie, while she buttered in from all the Shiners
Told her one day I'ma be the richest nigga off Riata
And just for listenin' to me, I let her hold a piece until tomorrow (tomorrow)
She don't know that she the only girl I trust, except my mama
Watch her grab the seatbelt, wrap her arm up like an anaconda
Asked her why she do it, she said, "Somethin' out here for everybody
And once you finally find it, you'll take somethin' close from anybody"
Red died and I cried to, we put them yeeks on everybody (brr, brr)
Back to vashin', can you be addicted to a dead body? (Addicted to a dead body)
I done dropped some tears over a casket of my man's body (casket of my man's body)
I know when you thump somethin' right after, you can feel finally (you can feel)
I don't know how I feel 'bout it, I'm tryna take the thrill out

But I can't
December I seen a nigga's face get nailed to the pavement (brr)
Different when I say it, 'cause I really give out spankings
Reasons I can't tell you, I don't wanna put you in danger
I won't let no bitch nigga kill me, I'm a gangster (I'm a motherf*ckin' gangster)

(I'm a motherf*ckin'-, mmm-hmm)
(I won't let no bitch nigga kill me, I'm a gangster)