Estella Dawn - Guilt is good enough Lyrics

Shotgun to a strangers bed
Alice down the hole I lost my head
The red queens coming for my self-respect
But I'm too numb, too soft to resist

He covers me in paper flowers
I lay down give him the power
Everything is so intense
For a moment nothing matters
Then the glass breaks, it shatters
And I do it all again

Don't you see I am searching?
You took all my emotion, I'm broken
Don't you see I am searching?
For a feeling
And guilt is good enough

I let myself into his room
Salt in the sheets to help me wash my wounds
I can't feel his presence next to mine
But it's the best connection I could find

He covers me in paper flowers
I lay down give him the power
Everything is so intense
For a moment nothing matters
Then the glass breaks, it shatters
And I do it all again

Don't you see I am searching?
You took all my emotion, I'm broken
Don't you see I am searching?
For a feeling
And guilt is good enough

You left me out in a blizzard
Stone cold, blood red lips
I'm so over this
He brings feeling to my toes
If only for a moment
You know I f*cking owe him

Don't you see I am searching?
You took all my emotion, I'm broken
Don't you see I am searching?
You took all my emotion, I'm broken
Don't you see I am searching?
For a feeling
Guilt is good enough