Ballin Video (MV)

It's 4am where I'm at hit me when you get it
I say I'm sober, but you know so really whom I kidding?
In a slower state of mind so I been thinking different
Say it's okay but I know it really isn't
I guess I'm on a new level, not the same things
I been swerving in and out of lines like a lane change
She stay in my section think she tryna be my main thing
Same ones claiming that we gang, now we can't hang
I been putting work with or without a partner
I can't trust a soul since I really got none
And it gets lonely but I can't care
Making these moves like I have no fear
Now I'm moving up to the top
I just cannot stop
You just wait till I drop
Look on their face, just watch
Now I can't even wait till they catch up
Can't get on my level you should probably get some backup
Fans in the stands, if you with it raise your glass up
I been knocked down so many times, get right back up
And they would always count me out
How many times I gotta say it? Don't you count me out
How many times I gotta disprove of all your doubts?
You'd lying to yourself just to doubt me now
How many times I gotta say that I'm all in?
You would think I'm Kobe way that I'm balling
2019, I was stalling
Hurting my growth, keep it going, I'm all in
It's 4am where I'm at hit me when you get it
I say I'm sober, but you know so really whom I kidding?
In a slower state of mind so I been thinking different
Say it's okay but I know it really isn't
I guess I'm on a new level, not the same things
I been swerving in and out of lines like a lane change
She stay in my section think she tryna be my main thing
Same ones claiming that we gang, now we can't hang
Told me you weren't with it I said oh that's fine
Cause I been doing my own thing my whole life
And even though I wish I'm moving with you by your side
Now I can say I really did it, it was me that tried
But I don't need another person just to hold my hand
Cause I can do it by myself as long as I can stand
So how Imma prosper like I wanna do like what I planned
Cause I done failed so many times I learned it all first hand
But I can say that I did it by my lonely
Now you in the picture, now you know me
Showed your true colors like they told me
It's like what I said before you show me
Show me like before, that you really really want it
Tell me it was real, didn't do it for the profit
I can say it now, this is not what I wanted
They want me to fall, on the low I know they plottin