Etched Memories - Living Against Myself Lyrics

Put me together
Just to tear me apart again
stitches, stitches stitches
soon enough im gonna need stitches
with what you've done to me
torn me open so many times
I cant believe I let you do
half the things I let you
violate my mind
rape my spirit
all I am is a broken shell
of what I once was
you can say all the things I wanna hear
make me believe everything they say is wrong
but deep down
I knew you werent the one
The one I dreamt about all my life
I never wanted to be
a part of what you had in mind
turn me on when you needed something to f*ck with
put me together
just to tear me apart again
just fed me all your f*cking half truths
lies is what they were
f*ck with my head again
shred my dignity
bleed my self conscious
leave me here
im going to die anyways
whats the use of you
your innocent ways
f*cked me and my love for life