Ettevyne - I Don't Want to Feel Lyrics

I don't wanna feel pain
I don't wanna know pressure
I don't wanna hold back

I don't wanna know pain
I don't wanna feel pressured
I don't wanna fall back

Listen to me
If you're havin' trouble sleeping, don't fall asleep
I've been havin' nightmares, so vivid and I don't know why
It's like I'm fallin' from the dark, blue sky
What the f*ck is wrong with me?
Voices in my head are lyin' to me
I cannot escape reality
Is this fantasy?
I can't tell anymore
What did I just see?
Is that you or a ghost?
Tell me something, f*ck! Just pass me a note
If you don't wanna talk, just scream in my ear and fill me with fear
So stressed, I can't rest
God, I feel so weird
I just wanna go home
I don't wanna hurt you
I don't wanna hurt myself
Don't wanna feel like I'm in Hell
Like I'm in a cell
In my mind I cry, "I'm f*cked!"

I don't wanna feel pain
I don't wanna know pressure
I don't wanna hold back

I don't wanna know pain
I don't wanna feel pressured
I don't wanna fall back

I don't wanna know pain
I don't wanna know pressure
I don't wanna hold back

I don't wanna feel pain
I don't wanna feel pressured
I don't wanna fall back

I don't wanna fall back

The night is done
I turn into a monster
Or at least I've acknowledged I'm one
I let my anger flow until I drop and lose control
Watch in horror as I scream
Things I love and all my dreams
Things I want, things I need
Wash away into the floor
Don't think I can handle anymore
Don't think I can lose you anymore
Don't think I'm alive no more
You scream in fear as I chase you
With a knife, and blood-thirsty look on my face
I don't want to hurt anybody
But the voice in my head says that this is my place
No! I don't believe it
I don't care what I hear
I know I don't need it
I know you can see it
You know that I mean it
You know that I'm f*cked, and it's true
I can feel it!

I don't wanna feel pain
I don't wanna know pressure
I don't wanna hold back

I don't wanna know pain
I don't wanna feel pressured
I don't wanna fall back

I don't wanna know pain
I don't wanna know pressure
I don't wanna hold back

I don't wanna feel pain
I don't wanna feel pressured
I don't wanna fall back

I don't wanna fall back

I don't wanna feel pain
I don't wanna know pressure
I don't wanna hold back

I don't wanna know pain
I don't wanna feel pressured
I don't wanna fall back