Evan Way - Scapegoat Lyrics

Why does it feel like everytime
Something goes awry
Many people that I find
They just want to deny
All the things that they will do
Cause of what they've been through
They are all so black and blue,
So who cares what they spew?

Wont hold on for much longer
In the dark depths I ponder
How can I feel free,
Of these judgements of me?

Sometimes It feels like
I'm a scapegoat
All the work that I put into myself
Yet they still tell me
That I am beastly
I am on my knees
Now let me be free

I cant take charge for anyone
But myself
It doesn't matter what is true
I know what I need to do
I bring power to myself
It's the hand that I have dealt
I let it out with a belt
All the feelings that I have felt

I'm looking deep inside
My thoughts I cannot hide
That does not mean that I'm the only one,
With a dark side

Sometimes It feels like
I'm a scapegoat
All the work that I put into myself
Yet they still tell me
That I am beastly
I am on my knees
Now let me be free

When I look deep inside,
This is what I find
Sometimes
It feels
Just like this weight has me confined

I looked inside the depths of me
I will tell you what I see
I hear calling, subtle pleas
And I cant disagree
And the things that I see through
They all come unglued
Now all it is that I can do
Is not enough for you

I will not keep spiraling
I will not keep stifling
In the scorching heat
Of this rage

Sometimes It feels like
I'm a scapegoat
All the work that I put into myself
Yet they still tell me
That I am beastly
I am on my knees
Now let me be free