Eve of Alana - Something That I'm Not Lyrics

A sight that's fallen inwards, into a spiral, to the abyss of her soul
Can hear the pieces crumble, so far away now, as her feelings turn to stone
Anxiety is a song that she hums in her mind, about a tragedy to come
She is out on the ledge mumbling and I beg her to stop now
But she seems ready to go
I can't go on, it's all your fault
Yeah, it's all your fault
You're trying to turn me into something that I'm not
You're trying to turn me into something that I'm not
You're trying to turn me into something
Her fear is like a seed that she planted in her heart, growing branches full of thorns
Where lies can move like spiders, that are feeding on her trust
Leaving nothing but a hole
The spiderwebs get woven into her thoughts now, leave her motionless and cold
She's out on the ledge mumbling and I beg her to stop now
But she seems ready to go
I can't go on, it's all your fault
Yeah, it's all your fault
You're trying to turn me into something that I'm not
You're trying to turn me into something that I'm not
You're trying to turn me into someone that I'm not
You have pushed your views on me and you've been shoveling your words in my mouth
Now I'm drowning in this noise and I can not hear myself
Now there is nothing left of me and I can not fill the void inside me
You have pushed me past the point and I hate what I've become
Hate what I've become, hate what I've become
I can't go on, it's all your fault
Yeah, it's all your fault
You're trying to turn me into something that I'm not
You're trying to turn me into something that I'm not
I'd rather jump than be that something!