even Megan - This Fear Lyrics

This fear had better be meant for something
I can't handle it meaning nothing
Stop me from overthinking
This fear had better be meant for something
I'm downright uncomfortable
I need to know that
Somehow pushing through will help me grow
This fear had better not be for nothing
I'm down on my knees like I'm hit
Reason with God about it
This fear had better not be for nothing
A sign from the universe that I am cursed
The privilege I once held now in reverse, oh
One drop of blood in the water
Brings the creatures to the surface
Do you know what we've done to deserve this
Now that the world's in perspective
And my consciousness is smaller
The state of mind required to bring
Quiet to the door but when
Pieces come together
Can you get up off the floor and be reborn
As a new woman fueled by scorn
And the blood of a unicorn
This fear had better be meant for something
I can't handle it meaning nothing
Stop me from overthinking
This fear had better not be meant for nothing
Cause I'm downright uncomfortable
I need to know that
Somehow pushing through will help me
Will help me
Please help me
Tell me it'll help me grow, oh
Tell me it'll help me grow, oh