HEADRUSH Video (MV)

Headspace a little hazy
Chest shaking as I fall down
Mindset's been different lately
Heart racing at the thought now
Uninvited
So divided
These days I don't like what I see
Feeling like I'm low on coping genes
Low on dopamine
Stuck between the soon to be and used to be
I used to be something more than
Sleeping on this energy
What is wrong with me
I can't find meaning
Vertigo
Trying to let go
But I keep spinning
Can't get up with this poison in my blood
Every time I reach you pull me back up
Leave me with this headrush
Am I going crazy
Do I really wanna find out
Head shaking on the daily
Keep on going 'til I pass out
Uninspired
I'm so tired
Haven't left this house in a week
Vertigo
Trying to let go
But I keep spinning
Can't get up with this poison in my blood
Every time I reach you pull me back up
Leave me with this headrush
Leave me with this headrush yeah
Make me someone
Make me someone new
Let the old me die and let me find a path to choose
Circling can't break from this vicious cycle that I'm in
Leave me with this headrush
Leave me with this headrush
Leave me with this headrush
Vertigo
Trying to let go
But I keep spinning
Can't get up with this poison in my blood
Every time I reach you pull me back up
Leave me with this headrush
Now there's poison in my blood
Leave me with this headrush
You pull me back up
Leave me with this headrush