Evolution - I Just Want Us to be Okay (Demo) Lyrics

You said you just want to be friends
Somewhere I guess that feeling ends
I still remember your first text
But were you just heartbroken then
When did you first see me this way
You said we'll marry if we can't
Find another, then we got closer
And somewhere decided we want each other
I feel like I've been lost inside you
All I wanna do is f*cking please you
But the way that you talk to me
Who would've thought something so sweet
Would turn into something so mean
I know that you're mad, baby I get that
But I hate being afraid that you won't come back
And if you don't come back, all I ask
If you're leaving me
Promise you'll rip it off quickly
I just want to get this over with
If not, let me love you
And I'm sorry I scare you
I just feel for you
If you walk away
One more time, let me kiss your face
If you want, you'll never hear from me again
Only if you want to
But I don't wanna lose you
I just want us to be okay
Ask me to stay
You said you just want to be friends
Somewhere I guess that feeling ends
I still remember your first text
But were you just heartbroken then
And even though I've hurt before
I dive in deep into this more
We shared our first kiss, I got excited
Cause it took everything in me just to try it
I feel like I've been lost inside you
All I wanna do is make you smile
I just don't understand this
I just wait for your text
Wondering if I was ever worth shit
And maybe I wasn't
But you meant everything to me in my head
Said I should know this
But what you don't get
But what you don't get
When you say that you're leaving me
Baby, oh baby, I can't breathe
I just wanna know if you're coming back to me
I know that you hate this
And baby, I hate this
Why do we do this
Just kiss me
Inside my car, in my backseat
Touch on my chest, feel my heartbeat
It beats this hard for you
Cause God, I still want you
I just want us to be okay
If we're not then I guess I'm gonna have to live with it
If I could prevent you getting upset
I would do anything to try again
I would hold your hand, give you everything that I can
Try for everything I can't
I would hold you if you're lonely
If you're angry, tell you lay it out on me
Could you see yourself with me
Tell me, is that still a possibility
If it's not, would you tell me nah
Tell me to my eyes, baby, it's not happening
I could move on, but I don't wanna
I just wanna fall for you, love
If you let me, just let me
And love me, or we'll let it be