Evolve - Composure Lyrics

Walkin' with my eyes closed
You maxed out on bathroom polo
For all the times that you screwed up
Don't know how I never blew up

Loved this girl, tried to show her
But I guess I'll never get to know her
I never got closure
I still kept my composure

I promise to love her
Well, love's a stupid way to suffer
Thought it was safer under covers
Ran from myself, couldn't recover

Locked and loaded, shot me in my heart
Moved too fast, a doubtful way to start
Emotionless, you've got a plastic heart
We were done way before it fell apart

Gotta keep my cool
Don't make me act a fool
Guess I shouldn't break your rules
But you dimmed my light, it's dull

I should've seen the undertones masked behind your cheap cologne
See through the lies, babe
No, you're not grown (you're not grown)
So all your bullshitguess I've left alone (guess I've left alone)

Move to the next, take your promotion
You only cared about a photo
You set the breaks, left things in motion
Thought you gave a f*ck about devotion

So I'm back to walkin' with my eyes closed
You maxed out on bathroom polo
For all the times that you screwed up
Don't know how I never blew up

Locked and loaded, shot me in my heart
Moved too fast, a doubtful way to start
Emotionless, you've got a plastic heart
We were done way before it fell apart