EVS 247 - A letter to my father Lyrics

They don't even know the pain I feel they only judging me
Oh hell if I'm the only sinner on the planet f*ck it den
I lost ma bro and dad at 21 I was all alone
Light the candles up rest in peace to my father
Many ways to die u didn't deserve to die by murder
I'm shedding tears and reminiscing writing down this letter
To The one I love and owe the most I'm talking to you father
I'm holding up your legacy now till forever Amen
Never knew that to be good was bad but now I know
How they shot ma papa left him dead blood on the floor
I can't forget about it
All The pain you had to face
Never said a shit about it
And you always found a way
Man I always think about it
On the 19th of July of f*cking 2023
O day my father died man It still feel like it was yesterday
I ain't got a dime back den I was f*cking broke
I was fighting to survive you da one that gave me hope
We talked about the plans told you ama get the dough
You Just hold on tight a little papa soon I'm coming home
I never knew that ama have to face it all alone
My heart is getting cold and I feel like I should go to a place that I don't know
Release the pain in me I keep asking what I'm living for
The answer I don't even know
This shit is pitiful
My life is difficult
They think I got some attitude
But I ain't got a father or brother I'm a loner
All alone on this planet it's just me against the world
A lot of things I know I just keep it to myself nobody really cares They all lying to ur ass
Well I thank the universe for chosjng me
He don took the old and made everything new to me
The wanna see me fall but I'm awake I never sleep
And I can feel the spirit of my father watching me
Blessing me man I know he proud of me
Though this pain it never fades so forever u gon reign in my heart I keep you safe
Till the day that we gon meet again
Daddy I know u in a better place
Rest in power Gulz you forever remain in our hearts