Beside Me Video (MV)

I'm walkin around in my city
I'm looking around and I dont see anyone with me
Walking through alleys and backways
To see if anyone follows and sadly nobody is passing
I look at the shadow I'm casting
And I know he is the only one that is out lasting
So many lights but none are shining on me
I stick the the dark I gotta admit it gets lonely
I don't ask for much because there isn't much that you owe me
And if there is any hope then maybe someone can show me
Wish you were here and things would already be better
I carry an umbrella to shield me from this weather
Things are easier when we put our minds together
Songs are more creative when your name is my header
Now I cant do anything but contemplate on this bridge
I love her no I cant hate on this bitch
She is what helps me up when I'm over a cliff
I lose life meaning and she helps me get a grip
I see cars passing by me everyday
It's like they dont see me walking their way
That's when the color of the lights all fade to grey
And everything I found all fades away
I just wish I had a second chance but in reality it means a second chance to hurt you
That means I need distance that means I had to desert you
So you live a good life and I'll stay in my alleys
And maybe one day these streets will turn into valleys And all of my cries can turn into rallys
And I'll live without you which is best sadly

I look up at all the buildings
In a city so big I can only focus on my feelings
The sky is the limit but I'm stuck at the ceiling
The taunt is killing dont got time for my healing
And the only thing left to think of is the only thing that kept us apart which was us really
I hate that you left but at the same time I'm glad
I want someone to give you what I never had
We had something good but it's all in the past
I'll cherish all the good times that I made you laugh
All I ask is you understand this message
I'm not trying to look back but I'll remember this lesson
I wouldn't talk shit no we no we know I'm not aggressive
And if I said some mean shit then you know I was messin
Yeah so now it's just me and these streets
I'm mentally strong but each road makes me feel weak
I walk it one day and I'll be back in a week
I say I'll move on then I hit that road on repeat
Memory lane is a place where I meet
All of the things that feel home to me
I see my house I see my friends I see you and all my dead ends
Nothing will be how it is and that's fine
Moving forward will happen naturally with time
Our Hope's and our dreams are what keep us going
So imma write another song and keep on flowing
I'll look up at the lights and see them glowing
And I'll stay in the dark cause my life ain't worth showing