Lost. Video (MV)

Yea yea
Told my mom ima run till I cease
She said the fam only know about dreams
History filled with struggle and defeat
But we cannot stop till everybody eat
At least that's the word to the death of me
Took a couple Ls now the world want the rest of me
Been a couple places and luck is still blessin me
Wish I had a glimpse of the future and my destiny
Cause I still wonder, if I'll ever find love?
Every woman in my past has seemed to found da one
I'm just here messaging peeps on my phone
Knowing damn well they gone leave me alone
I'm a wrong? Can I fight the feeling?
Kenny once said don't get crushed by the ceiling
I should gon head, burn all my feelings?
It might be the thing to stop all the spillin, yea.
Honestly, I've been sad while
Tryna write more to make me free proud
But people around don't believe in me now
The support that I give is just taken and downed
Prolly why I don't partake in the liquor
People just take it and use it go figure
I'm tryna save till I got old figures
Just gotta stop and start to go bigger right?

Feeling lost right now
Tryna find, my path right now
Tryna live, how bout now?
Gotta act fore it all falls down
Yea
Feeling lost right now
Tryna find, my path right now
Tryna live, how bout now?
Gotta act fore it all falls down
Yea

Yea yea
Last summer I was lost
This summer still lost
But my time been bought tryna cash it
Been praying these checks
Can make me forget
My depression is still tryna crash it
And I, think we (All) looking for a way out
Stress gettin played out, hoping you get paid out
Cause we always hear what they say bout (Us)
Either way we just gotta ball out (Russ)
Do we trust, our moves are the right ones?
Cause college don't taste like the right crumbs
Still struggling, keeping all the lights on
And my fam, still need me like Lysol
We might grow become we meant to be
I pray I won't, keep struggling mentally
Everything is so crooked no Jiminy
Been tryna see, life, so differently
But hate is so blinding I know it
Its become so blatant they mock when they show it
They throw us in cages in land that was stolen
I pray that the world can stop condoning
So I wrote this, you can say I'm ventin
Or complaining (There) really ain't a difference
It's a shame when you gotta hide your feeling
Damn, I just hope that they listen

Feeling lost right now
Tryna find, my path right now
Tryna live, how bout now?
Gotta act fore it all falls down
Yea
Feeling lost right now
Tryna find, my path right now
Tryna live, how bout now?
Gotta act fore it all falls down
Yea
Feeling lost right now
Tryna find, my path right now
Tryna live, how bout now?
Gotta act fore it all falls down
Yea