Exchecker - Tram Lyrics

Riding on the tram and to my surprise I feel okay
Underutilised tossed to the side like No Way Jose
I roleplay, myself yourself inside the confines of my own mind
Likewise I write rhymes like I'm in a time that needs mine
And it's totally hopeless but better yet something in my head
Makes me wanna get outta bed
How can I resurrect, this feeling I used to get
That there was actually something repressed, something we hadn't said yet
Yet it's gone, and once again I'm left hanging
And somehow it's a miracle that I haven't left hanging
Something about that lets me rummage for a new test
Left without a purpose or direction
Yet the dark part of my heart isn't starting an insurrection on my life
My buddy beck told me I'm probably overthinking it
But either way I'm left the same so what difference does it make
A year in the game and I'm making the same mistakes listen

Run off the road by my inner drive, ego and foolish pride
That pulls the ladder up so no one gets inside
Master manipulator, you'll be great, I'll be greater
Perpetrator, satiate the lady in the radiator
Draw a line under it like the equator
If there's any sign of life then you'll need more than a defibrillator
Cause I'm the instigator, always the detonator
Even a good witch gets thrown in the incinerator
I'm so tired, uninspired
Spent 9 years trying to be admired
To be desired, to be required
Two decades in and I feel expired
Maybe too sharp to handle
Four-cornered room and I'm staring at the candles
Thinking 'bout how they're probably gonna blow out someday
As I'm riding on the tram and to my surprise I feel okay