Excuse My Existence - As The Cycle Repeats Lyrics

I hear these words repeating
In my head
But I can't help thinking
Would things be better off if I'm
"Soon it will get better"
These words repeat in my head
Yet the light is fading dimmer
And lately I can't get out of bed
But soon it will get better
The clouds will part as sun shines again
And when looking in a mirror
I pray one day I'll see a friend
I pray I could see a friend
I've grown so tired of the way I am
"But soon it will get better"
These words repeating again
While descending ever-deeper
I fear I'm reaching the end
What if I let go
Burying everything I've ever been
Could my loved ones grow
And feel happy once again?
Could I ever love myself?
Could I numb the pain?
(The pain)
Separate from the stains?
(The stains)
Within a world I have left to waste
Am I worth saving?
(No!)
(Don't save me!)
But soon it will get better