Exhale - Wanderlust Lyrics

I can't shake this feelin'
Can't refrain from screamin'
Every day is seemin'
To beat me while I'm bleedin'
Fantasize of leavin' but don't know how to go there
I just wanna leave here; I wanna go to nowhere
Shadow and a spark, yeah we dancin' in the dark
Waste another damn night in town, let's slow down time again
Let's slow down
Waste time on the borderline again

I ain't goin' nowhere
I got nowhere else to go
I'm already gone

I don't even wanna be here
I don't even know how to explain it
It's like if you can picture me in my true natural state of being
Like my core energy as this lil ball of light in my stomach
It's like all this shit, whether it's mental shit, life shit
All this excess weight is piled up on top of it to the point
Where that energy can so rarely even come out of me, y'know
I mean, I live in this body but I so rarely ever feel like myself
I just feel like I forgot how to breathe