Help Me Video (MV)

I been f*cked up since a young age
Stay blazing the days away to shake pain
I don't know but I lay awake
Thinking about shit I did in a crazy state
This ain't ameteur shit I leveled up
I keep my demons in check they locked up
Where you been I been blazing up
I been writing tracks they say close it shut
I'm on beast mod I rep west no east coast
Fans say we gotta meet
Then I lay it on a beat
Than I spaz rap no chat get back get a cone packed for me and we ten cones deep
Me and my team
We stay blazing up we stay blazing green
Only bongs and the amazing weed
Bring more there ain't no need
Hows that for a flow scheme
Me and Semtex we don't send texts
Jumping on a beat coz we grind like a tech deck
That's my verse I been through worse
Thinking should I die or is living life my curse
Am I meant to end up to young in hearse
I don't even what's the lesson that I learnt
Shit shit
Play with fire and a cone will get burnt
Sometimes I slit my wrists
Over relationships
Opportunities that I missed
What am I meant to do
Ain't none of one these cunt even know what the f*ck I been going through
Yah
Yah
I stay baked today
I lay awake
Call my g's up we still smoke outta gatorade
As a little kid we did dumb shit
Chase the next hit that's the shit we run with
The meds don't help
I can't trust no one else
Say I never been better and lie to my self
I never been better I lie to my self
Shit
Shit
I need help