Exl - Too Numb Lyrics

Yah
Aye

Stuck in my brain
Where I can't feel pain
Should I give a f*ck what they or should I stay in my lane
I wanna die while I'm high with a gun by my side
But I lay awake at night thinking f*ck my life
Should it end
I don't wanna pretend
My life's worth living tryna tell my friends
I kinda wanna leave but I can't make amends
For all the shit that did
Shit that I said
The last thing that I wanna do was hurt you
Your my world
Forgetting patience is a virtue
Teach me coz I wanna learn to
Give me something I needa work to
But I'm a cunt
I'm sick of living life and rolling blunts
Sick of going down and coming up
Sick of sipping the liquor and taking drugs
Sick of repedative rapping all these tracks that I f*cking love
Sometimes I wanna jump of a bridge and die
Sometime I wanna jump off a bridge and fly
Sometimes I wanna leave that bridge behind
Stay with my brothers we puffin and get high
Imagine a world where hate was dead
Where every motivation wasn't driven by bread
And I can live peacefully knowing i don't hate myself I hate every one else instead
Its too numb
Sick of getting f*cked up
Sick sipping the lean and doing the drugs
Sick of people liking the way I spitting so much so they fake they love
I'm done
I'm too numb