Empty and Hollow Video (MV)

Feelin like shit so I had to write this
Feelin low don't turn up the brightness
Lookin at my demons like how do I fight this
Ignite this soul pressed in my chest
I guess imma mess I don't know what's next
Imma wreck so i bet I'll think of death
What is left except this pad and pen
And my thoughts that I've been battling

In the sky feelin like I'm alive again
Now I'm low thinkin I shouldn't try to live
It helps with the pain that's why I'm high again
I f*cked up and I'm sorry let me die again
Do my best to not revive my sins
I'm alone when i think about life again
Hold me when I start to cry again
I don't ever wanna hear another lie again

And I don't wanna do it this way but
It is too late like f*ck ugh
My mind has just had enough of
Everyone whos ever switched up
On me when they said that they give a f*ck

That's something, that, I just couldn't duck
Oh well, I guess, I'm just out of luck
I failed so, yes, succeeding I must
I greet death and I pass him the blunt
See he ain't that bad so I will not run
I'm empty and hollow but I am the one
Feelin this sorrow like what have I done
I look in the mirror what have I become
Feeling so much to where I'm feeling numb
Let me help with your pain there's so much you've succumbed

I can fill you with light but the darks where I'm from
F*cking filled with this hate I'm so twisted from love
F*cking going insane I don't know who to trust
Got a mind full of rage that's just waiting to crush
Any bitch in my way let me show you my blood
It's so thick let it drip feel the pain like a flood
Hate this pit have to get f*cking out of the mud
Explicit rippin shit let me spill out my guts

I need a new heart I can't love anymore
The last bitches that had it all left me so torn
I'm falling apart with myself I'm at war
Pedals fall from the Rose all that's left is the thorns
Cant you tell I'm from hell I wish I wasn't born
F*cking fell in this pit let the darkness transform
What you once loved now he has some horns
The demon of the valley ill show you the storm