Expose Toxicc - COULDN'T BE FRIENDS Lyrics

Dear Zack,
Please let me explain
I know I did some things that I wish I could change
I know you overthink everything that you say
I know that you're just waiting on better days
Try to please everybody is something that you do
I know your heart feels guilty when you make these things about you
You listen to opinions even when it isn't true
And we let them tear you down, but that's just something that we do
I'm my own worst enemy
How can I make some friends if I couldn't be friends with me?
I don't know what you see in me
I don't know how you'd believe in me
Cause I'm a f*ck up, and the truth be told, some days I don't wanna wake up
If you saw my face, you would see that I'm drowning in my sorrows
But I won't ever give this up
I know you wanna blame the way that you were raised
And truth be told, I know some things left some stains
I know you fear that you'll repeat all of the ways
That you were treated when you have your own kids someday
And that's the reasons when the arguments start
That you always put a wall to block your heart
You're afraid of the dark
Cause nobody in your life stayed this long
I'm my own worst enemy
How can I make some friends if I couldn't be friends with me?
I don't know what you see in me
I don't know how you'd believe in me
Cause I'm a f*ck up, and the truth be told, some days I don't wanna wake up
If you saw my face, you would see that I'm drowning in my sorrows
But I won't ever give this up