Extinct - DROWNING Lyrics

I don't know, what to do
Anymore I hate this f*cking life
Please just take it from me
Everyday I die some more inside
Got this feeling in my chest
That I need to put to rest
My emotions ocean flowing
But I cannot see no crest
Ball and chain round my ankles
Bitch they drag me down
Too much weight on my shoulders
Think I might just f*cking drown
Hold me down
So my lungs the feel with water
Please don't save me girl I know
My death is getting warmer
It's hard to put in words the way I feel
But let's just sum it up and say I need to f*cking heal
Bitch I'm tired of all this shit it has been going on for a while now
And I thought when I called it all off you would leave me on my own girl
It's been a couple months
I thought I was feeling numb
To the pain you put me through
But never mind it's back from you again
The only way I'll ever cope
Is if I'm always on the dope
I gave you all my reasons and you just called it treason
I'm sitting on my own again, on my f*cking phone again
I don't know what to do, maybe take a tab or two?
Put me back in the right mind space, switch my phone to vibrate
Close my eyes and kickback, smoking on some zodiac
Left to my own thoughts, settle this once and for all
Maybe on day, I can say, that I am okay