Lying to me was my greatest mistake
I want to be holy, I want to be fake
I want to pretend I can be the best
At healing from family shit and my ex
And therapy taught me it's ok to be upset
But I'm way too scared to sound like my dad
So I'm trying to pet every single leech
I put on my body to draw out some bleach
It's the recoil of a fire
That will burn my lungs in flames
The prediction of a burial
So I'm creaming my blame
Coz I know
You'll leave me alone tonight
You'll leave me alone tonight
How many times do we have to repeat
The cycle of anger that starts when we're kids?
I say it's my emotional pedigree
Coz I will foresee every single leak
It's over my possibilities
I'm breaking up with my epiphanies
It seems everyone is just here to quit
So please don't be mad if I'm trying to be mean
And it sucks to be a liar
But it seems I've been the flame
So I'm escaping in white terry socks
Over a mountain to beat up my face
So baby
Just leave me alone, tonight
Just leave me alone, tonight
Lies over my neck
But I can see the universe
It keeps braiding our traumas
Twirling mouth-to-mouth
So let me use your flaws to loathe
And second guess myself
Coz you're the mirror of my heartache
A tragicosmic vibe