Eyelid Cinema - Gemini Lyrics

I'm seeing double, one is I and the other another guy
But fear resents him, the other version of I
A sheep amongst the hounds, within malicious gaze
To atone for existing? feeling sorry, but why?
Prejudice layers skin, what hides outside from what's within
Let the blade sink slowly in, peeling at who I am
I'll vouch my own existence it'd be written in blood
Rather than to receive a right to exist

Gemini Suicide
Kill me once, or kill me twice

You wake up what for? You wake up what for?
You wake up to unknown ceilings

Ambiguity kills me, enter the void, with an unaligned frequency
Insecure feelings, hiding who you are?
Shape-shifting personas, taciturn whisper disputes
To atone for existing? feeling sorry, but why?
Prejudice layers skin, what hides outside from what's within
Let the blade sink slowly in, peeling at who I am
I'll vouch my own existence, It'd be written in blood
Rather than receive a right to exist

Gemini Suicide
Kill me once, or kill me twice

You wake up what for, you wake up what for?
You wake up to unknown feelings

Take a look in the mirror
Question is this who you're supposed to be?
A figure of determination, or someone recluse of that nature?
Who'll fight indignation from what society thinks?
To atone for existing? Feeling sorry, but why?
Prejudice layers skin, what hides outside from what's within
Let the blade sink slowly in, peeling at who I am
I'll vouch my own existence, it'd be written in blood
Rather than receive a right to exist

Gemini

You wake up what for, you wake up what for?
You wake up to, to new found meaning