Fake P - Phoenix Lyrics

i was so happy i started to concentrate
trying to burn down my heart
i didn't want it to last more
not to feel it worse than then
i couldn't bear a state different from that
i couldn't face it
i'm vile, i'm weak and i am filled with fear
ought to let it burn here alone
flames began from the left ventricle
and as i inflated my chest
they spread all throughout the surface
and the muscle was ashes
i couldn't bear a state different from that
i couldn't face it
i'm vile, i'm weak and i am filled with fear
ought to let it burn here alone
but as a hundred million times before
systoles continued
and i witnessed a cardiac rebirth
so i'm going on with lungs
i cannot bear a state different from that
i cannot face it
i'm vile, i'm weak and i am filled with fear
have to let it burn here alone