Facelift - S.O.S. Lyrics

I noticed all the edges are glowing
I fell through my bed into a f*cked up place
Where my inner most doubts manifest to deceive me
And the worst i could do executes post haste
Its just me asking me, which one of us does this?
No one answers, so nothings changed
Stomach ripped out and with out a heart
Here the f*ck i am again

Oh i know, this is the darkest place in the farthest corner
Of my mind, Although I hardly recognize it at all
Its like hell you see? Its the realest one you will ever find
Exists nowhere else, Except right here inside your f*cking mind

The brain it bleeds for the death it needs
When its possessed by a soul, that please believe
Is blacker than coal
And it believes, I hate all i see, I'm void of all love, I hate what I've become
The insides are now, attacking the shell
Death from within is how its been
Its so sad to see
Its all cause of me, We're lost out at sea
You hid from the sun, Now you're stuck in and endless night

Lights up please, But there is a strange delay and nothing works
And I'm way off beat, So the harder I try only makes it worse
Im stuck right here, Observing from the furthest row
This shits f*cked out, I thought it was a different show

A blood red screen, Is all i see
My eyes are closed, Am i awake?
I just don't know
Its not what it seems, These are not even dreams
My demons are go
Im losing my soul
My personal cloud has got me all drowned
So much for me, I just need so bad to go
Back where i came, to start it again
Away from this jail, Away from this hell

F*cked in the head so i can't go to bed
Between the f*cking sheets with my problems instead
I'd say overall, this feels real dead
None of my time ever feels well spent
Exhausted to the core but as soon as i sleep
The thoughts in my head really give me the creeps
There is nothing i can do or so it seems
All this i explain is the song of screams